havent blogged for ages
hmmm
well
what can i say ...
2007 has been an interesting year for me in terms of spiritual growth and commitment to church
had loads of ups and downs
i was a really bad sheep i recall ..
first shepherd was carmen .. she tried to connect with me, being so patient and all (: but yet i always pon shepherding .. pon caregroup .. ohmy tian i think i was a really v difficult sheep to handle . plus i was quite stubborn too
that was when i was in sec sch cg ..
than, i moved to yjc for 1st 3 months
God put me in this amazing cg with amazing people but yet
i was blind to see that fact at the beginning
as usual .. i ponned caregroup .. ponned shepherding .. my shepherd was zixin
and she was ever so patient and just like carmen, she never gave up on me (:
in fact
the whole cg never once gave up on me (: and im really grateful and thankful for them (:
got really close with my cg after so many months of not attending church =x
and they never once gave up on me ...
and it was only on canice's birthday that i found out she was my shepherd
God, use me to grow Your Kingdom
there was once i met up with zixin and thaddeus for lunch at amk hub
and what they told me really left an impact in my life
at first i thought it was just the normal lunch and all .. than thaddeus asked me this question : what is my concept of God?
i didnt know how to reply him than .. God has been so amazing and wonderful that my gratefulness to Him cant be described in mere words
He has changed me alot
and it was than that thad and so many other people believed in me, saw i had the potential to grow and im really thankful for them not giving up in me
and of course, with thaddeus comes all the nonsensical stuff haha :D
me and zixin tried to bluff him by saying pigs ears had cheese in it (it really looks like cheese !)
so the both of us were trying to convince thaddeus .. obviously he didnt buy it and he said if its not true, he would buy a carton of eggs and smash the eggs over our heads . hahaha
and he told zixin his evil plan of copying whatever i said and in the end i turned the tables on him hahahaha
i think his fav. phrase is 'shut up' =x
maybe me and zixin should disturb him more often muahahahaha :D
countdown with cg wasnt what i expected it to be
but God taught me one thing : to Love Him, i must learn to Love His people too (:
hmmms
last week, i went for my first all-star meeting
thad's teaching was with God, He can turn the impossible into possible
and i believe that with this new team, God can really use us to grow His Kingdom even more (:
and hahaha
just wanna say, i love my shepherd canice loads :D
she was there for me when i was down, happy, sad, angry blah blah blah
really thank God for her
and joseph too ! hahaha
poor him
although he so tired he still accompanied me to get my pay on monday
thank you jo ! (:
studied with peiwen and suki on sunday
met kester and jo there hahaha
than the 3 of us went for dinner
talked about loads of funny stuffs
something to do with eq and all
really thank God for placing me in this cg, in this church ...
Lord, use me for Your purpose
peiwen came my house to study today
she studied for so many hours straight
i fell aslp for 3 hours
gg liao lol
econs paper was .. lets not talk about it =\
tomorrow's chem
all the best people ! (:
do our best, and God will do the rest (:
and oh ! im gonna share QT with weishun every night yay ! :D
thank you my dear brother in christ ! ((((:
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